I've got a bad feeling about this.
I just got back from my trip the other day and it was brilliant. I met Brits who invited my brother and I over to England to visit them at the end of the summer (and were sincere about it). I made an American Marine jealous to the point of blackout drunken rage stumbles on the beach at five in the morning. I stayed up late, shut the club down every night, tried different food and drinks, got introduced to new films and programs, learned what the word "daft" means and how to use it in a sentence, swam in the ocean, laid in the sun, rolled in the sand, drank in the pool, laughed at large women in small bathing suits and large men in banana hammocks, and spent lots of time with my family, especially my brother.
It was beautiful, hot, and fun.
What more could I ask for? Maybe fore this tummy ache to go away, but in due time it will.
What sucks is coming home to you, and you act like you're not interested anymore. Maybe you're not. Or maybe you're just too busy. But it feels like you only want it when it's convenient for you. You don't want to get serious because maybe what you said about making out with other girls is true...maybe it did happen and maybe you don't care. If that's the case, somehow I'll let go. Don't you worry. I'll be just fine.
I start work May 10th now, apparently. I have my brother's car until the 14th. I start my summer course on the 13th. I'm going to be busy as fuck. Much too busy to think of you and worry if you're being faithful or not. So have fun. Live it up. You're 27 and you've only been in love once. Fall in love again, whether it's with me or not. I'm not holding my breath, and it feels just fine.
Monday, May 3, 2010
Friday, April 23, 2010
my day in great detail
Yesterday, I:
-Woke up
-Studied
-Ate toast
-Drank too much coffee
-Studied
-Missioned to school
-Wrote my last exam
-Freaked out because I was done
-Missioned home
-Packed
-Watched Bridget Jones's Diary
-Broke my Skullcandy headphones
-Dad picked me up
-Said goodbye to my roommates
-Came home
-Did laundry
-Ate dinner with my parents
-Packed my suitcase
-Went to buy new Skullcandy headphones
-Went to Shoppers
-Went to Metro
-Came home and Naired...
-...then showered (!)
-Finished packing
-Watched Erin Brockavich
-Got into bed
-Read
-Slept
The end.
-Woke up
-Studied
-Ate toast
-Drank too much coffee
-Studied
-Missioned to school
-Wrote my last exam
-Freaked out because I was done
-Missioned home
-Packed
-Watched Bridget Jones's Diary
-Broke my Skullcandy headphones
-Dad picked me up
-Said goodbye to my roommates
-Came home
-Did laundry
-Ate dinner with my parents
-Packed my suitcase
-Went to buy new Skullcandy headphones
-Went to Shoppers
-Went to Metro
-Came home and Naired...
-...then showered (!)
-Finished packing
-Watched Erin Brockavich
-Got into bed
-Read
-Slept
The end.
Monday, April 19, 2010
day twenty-four: fancy tickler
Stolen from MC!
A
- Available: I'm not looking.
- Age: Twenty.
- Annoyance: Crazy bitches in the library, and having to study.
- Animal: Sloths are pretty cute!
B
- Birthday: January 29th.
- Body part on opposite sex: Forearms.
- Best weather: The awkward transition between summer and fall.
- Been on stage?: Yes.
- Believe in magic: Of course!
- Believe in God: Some sort of god, yes.
- Believe in Santa: Nah.
C
- Candy: Chocolate. Jujubes. Jellybeans.
- Color: Black. Purple. Grey. Bronze.
- Chinese/Mexican: Are we talking food here? Chinese.
- Cake or pie: BOTH.
- Cheese: I fucking love cheese but it hates me.
D
- Day or Night: Sunny days, warm nights.
- Dance in the rain?: With someone you love :)
E
- Eggs: I don't like eggs unless they're baked in something.
- Eyes: Light brown.
- Ever failed a class?: No.
F
- First crush: Andrew in like second grade, haha.
- First thoughts waking up: Where'd my shirt go?
- Food: Baked asparagus! TONIGHT DINNER!
G
- Greatest fear: Deep water/panicking.
- Goals: Make a shitload of money this summer. Make you fall in love with me.
- Gum: Excel.
- Get along with your parents: Yes sir.
- Good luck charm: I carry something around with me in my purse all the time.
H
- Hair color: Naturally, dirty blond. Currently, red.
- Height: Five feet, nine inches.
- Happy: I try to be!
- Holiday: Next one is FRIDAY!
- How do you want to die: Either quietly and safely, or I'll go out with a bang.
I
- Ice cream: I can't eat it anymore :( I really like Rolo though.
- Instrument: Piano and bass.
J
- Jewellery: Necklace.
- Job: Toyota!
K
- Kids: I want a little girl! Brighton :)
- Kickboxing or karate: Both.
- Keep a journal: This. And Tumblr.
L
- Love: Is beautiful and true.
- Laughed so hard you cried: That's the absolute best.
M
- Milk flavor: Don't drink it.
- Movie: Elizabethtown. Amelie. Feel good movies are the best.
- Mooned anyone: Yep.
- Marriage: One day :)
- Motion sickness: Rarely. Just roller coasters.
N
- Number of siblings: One.
- Number of piercings: Six.
- Number: Seven.
O
- Overused Phrases: I don't know, haha.
- One wish: I'd like an unlimited amount of money please.
P
- Place you’d like to live: Toronto, New York, Paris.
- Perfect Pizza: Tomatoes and broccoli and pineapple!
- Pepsi/Coke: Neither.
Q
- Questionnaires: Good for avoiding studying.
R
- Reason to cry: Hope and love.
- Reality T.V.: I don't watch TV.
- Radio station: 102.1 The Edge,
- Roll your tongue in a circle: Nope.
- Ring Size: Usually seven or eight I guess?
S
- Song: Stars.
- Shoe size: Nine.
- Salad dressing: Oil and vinegar or Italian.
- Sushi: Fuck yes!
- Skipped school: A couple times.
- Slept outside: Once?
- Shower daily?: Hahahahahaha no.
- Sing well?: No ahah.
- In the shower?: No! That's one of my greatest fears haha.
- Strawberries/Blueberries: Strawberries. I don't like blueberries.
T
- Time for bed: Not for a while yet :(
- Thunderstorms: Love them.
- TV: Criminal Minds.
- Touch your tongue to your nose: I can if I press my nose down ahaha.
U
- Unpredictable: Fully. My mood swings are like woah.
V
- Vegetable you hate: Red peppers :( or rather, they hate me.
- Vacation spot: Somewhere warm, or Europe.
W
- Weakness: Love and chocolate.
- Wanted to be a model: Would be nice, but I don't have the face or body for it haha.
- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: None?
- Who makes you laugh the most: I'm not sure. A lot of people.
- Worst weather: Winter.
X
- X-rays: Teeth?
Y
- Year it is now: Twenty-ten.
- Yellow: Sunce.
Z
- Zoo animal: Red panda :)
- Zodiac sign: Aquarius.
A
- Available: I'm not looking.
- Age: Twenty.
- Annoyance: Crazy bitches in the library, and having to study.
- Animal: Sloths are pretty cute!
B
- Birthday: January 29th.
- Body part on opposite sex: Forearms.
- Best weather: The awkward transition between summer and fall.
- Been on stage?: Yes.
- Believe in magic: Of course!
- Believe in God: Some sort of god, yes.
- Believe in Santa: Nah.
C
- Candy: Chocolate. Jujubes. Jellybeans.
- Color: Black. Purple. Grey. Bronze.
- Chinese/Mexican: Are we talking food here? Chinese.
- Cake or pie: BOTH.
- Cheese: I fucking love cheese but it hates me.
D
- Day or Night: Sunny days, warm nights.
- Dance in the rain?: With someone you love :)
E
- Eggs: I don't like eggs unless they're baked in something.
- Eyes: Light brown.
- Ever failed a class?: No.
F
- First crush: Andrew in like second grade, haha.
- First thoughts waking up: Where'd my shirt go?
- Food: Baked asparagus! TONIGHT DINNER!
G
- Greatest fear: Deep water/panicking.
- Goals: Make a shitload of money this summer. Make you fall in love with me.
- Gum: Excel.
- Get along with your parents: Yes sir.
- Good luck charm: I carry something around with me in my purse all the time.
H
- Hair color: Naturally, dirty blond. Currently, red.
- Height: Five feet, nine inches.
- Happy: I try to be!
- Holiday: Next one is FRIDAY!
- How do you want to die: Either quietly and safely, or I'll go out with a bang.
I
- Ice cream: I can't eat it anymore :( I really like Rolo though.
- Instrument: Piano and bass.
J
- Jewellery: Necklace.
- Job: Toyota!
K
- Kids: I want a little girl! Brighton :)
- Kickboxing or karate: Both.
- Keep a journal: This. And Tumblr.
L
- Love: Is beautiful and true.
- Laughed so hard you cried: That's the absolute best.
M
- Milk flavor: Don't drink it.
- Movie: Elizabethtown. Amelie. Feel good movies are the best.
- Mooned anyone: Yep.
- Marriage: One day :)
- Motion sickness: Rarely. Just roller coasters.
N
- Number of siblings: One.
- Number of piercings: Six.
- Number: Seven.
O
- Overused Phrases: I don't know, haha.
- One wish: I'd like an unlimited amount of money please.
P
- Place you’d like to live: Toronto, New York, Paris.
- Perfect Pizza: Tomatoes and broccoli and pineapple!
- Pepsi/Coke: Neither.
Q
- Questionnaires: Good for avoiding studying.
R
- Reason to cry: Hope and love.
- Reality T.V.: I don't watch TV.
- Radio station: 102.1 The Edge,
- Roll your tongue in a circle: Nope.
- Ring Size: Usually seven or eight I guess?
S
- Song: Stars.
- Shoe size: Nine.
- Salad dressing: Oil and vinegar or Italian.
- Sushi: Fuck yes!
- Skipped school: A couple times.
- Slept outside: Once?
- Shower daily?: Hahahahahaha no.
- Sing well?: No ahah.
- In the shower?: No! That's one of my greatest fears haha.
- Strawberries/Blueberries: Strawberries. I don't like blueberries.
T
- Time for bed: Not for a while yet :(
- Thunderstorms: Love them.
- TV: Criminal Minds.
- Touch your tongue to your nose: I can if I press my nose down ahaha.
U
- Unpredictable: Fully. My mood swings are like woah.
V
- Vegetable you hate: Red peppers :( or rather, they hate me.
- Vacation spot: Somewhere warm, or Europe.
W
- Weakness: Love and chocolate.
- Wanted to be a model: Would be nice, but I don't have the face or body for it haha.
- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: None?
- Who makes you laugh the most: I'm not sure. A lot of people.
- Worst weather: Winter.
X
- X-rays: Teeth?
Y
- Year it is now: Twenty-ten.
- Yellow: Sunce.
Z
- Zoo animal: Red panda :)
- Zodiac sign: Aquarius.
day twenty-one: a recipe
I LOVE to cook. I love love love it more than pretty much anything (other than traveling and art).
Here's a great recipe for a great cake!
http://omnomicon.blogspot.com/2009/01/how-to-make-rainbow-cake.html
Here's a great recipe for a great cake!
http://omnomicon.blogspot.com/2009/01/how-to-make-rainbow-cake.html
Thursday, April 15, 2010
It's sweet when people are not the greatest. If you couldn't tell, that was sarcasm.
But then you have wonderful people, like MC, who remind you why you're here and how strong you really are.
No matter what, my art tarts get me through.
When everyone else doesn't give a shit, you girls do.
That means more to me than anything in the world.
Today was a beautiful day. I skyped with Anto all the way from Europe! And I got the job at Toyota! And I went shopping with MC and bought a new shirt. And tonight we are going for drinks and gonna play Sex and the City to those other bitches.
So stoked.
Love my life <3
But then you have wonderful people, like MC, who remind you why you're here and how strong you really are.
No matter what, my art tarts get me through.
When everyone else doesn't give a shit, you girls do.
That means more to me than anything in the world.
Today was a beautiful day. I skyped with Anto all the way from Europe! And I got the job at Toyota! And I went shopping with MC and bought a new shirt. And tonight we are going for drinks and gonna play Sex and the City to those other bitches.
So stoked.
Love my life <3
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